went to watch pirates3 today. show is funny as usual. a few parts are so funny that i had to control myself from laughing out loud. there are interesting fighting scenes as usual too. haha. my 2 favourite characters are pirate jack sparrow and monkey jack!! haha. both are cute and funny~ anyway, stayed on after the show ended to watch a short scene after the credits. most people left and the staff started their cleaning in the theatre. what a long wait. finally, when it's time, i was quite disappointed. nothing special about it. (not like in part 2 where the short scene is quite funny)
the sian part is that, the ladies slippers that i liked do not have the size i wanted!! so sian, everytime like that. today worst, spotted 3 pairs yet no size of mine. this is the problem of having a pair of common-size-foot. sob sob. i want to get ladies slippers!! and bags, clothes................................
It’s a recorded version as this song is not released by mediacorp. The melody is easy to follow and the lyrics are good. It’s especially nice and touching when it is played with those touching or sad scenes. Anyway, this person is also the composer of this song. He also did theme songs for other Chinese dramas too.
From what I know, those who got watch this drama also find this song nice. Haha. Maybe it’s also because this song is usually played during the show (like those ou xiang ju where there’s always songs played during the show) at the right moment. Haha.
Last time I mentioned that there are always quotes being put up throughout the drama, these quotes not only mentioned about men and women, they also talked about all kind of relationships, some behaviours and some funny quotes about life. I always like to see those quotes. Meaningful.
last time i got mentioned that i dreamt that i failed my exam.
then i went seraching for the meaning behind this dream (i had this website but never touch it for long).
below is the interpretation:
"I Failed The Test" To dream that you are taking an exam, indicates that you are being put to the test or being scrutinized in some way.
Such dreams highlight your feelings of being anxious and agitated. You may find that you cannot answer any of the questions on the test or that the test is in some foreign language. Is time running out and you find that you can not complete the exam in the allowed time? Or are you late to the exam? Does your pencil keep breaking during the exam? Such factors contribute to you failing this test.
These dreams usually have to do with your self-esteem and confidence or your lack of. You are worried that you are not making the grade and measuring up to other people's expectations of you. You may also experience the fear of not being accepted, not being prepared, or not being good enough. You feel nervous, insecure and tend to believe the worstabout yourself.
These dreams also suggest that you may feel unprepared for a challenge. Rarely, are these dreams about the content of the test, but rather the process and how you are feeling during the exam taking process. Generally, you feel distressed and frustrated. These feelings may parallel how you are feeling in a particular challenge or situation in your waking like.
Dreams of this nature are also an indication that you are being judged and this dream is a signal for you to examine an aspect of yourself that you may have been neglecting and need to pay attention to. You may harbor some guilt because of your neglect in preparation for a school exam, meeting, business project, or some challenge. Most of the time, though, people who have such dreams are unlikely to fail a test in real life.
This dream goes back to their fear and own anxiety that they may not meet other's standards of them. They are afraid to let others down.
i dun wan to pass only, i want to score. (am i being too ambitious?) anyway, some are quite true.
here's the link to the dreammoods. got other types of dreams included too.
this month no more paper le! no more intensive studying for exams now!
looking forward to many things (in order):
1) zoo trip - long time no go, cant even remember my last visit was during primary or secondary school time. oh dear. getting old. memory failing. - ''we are going to the zoo zoo zoo, how about you you you....'' lalala.
2) MAYDAY concert!! - because of overwhelming responses and they have no slot for extra concert day, they added additional seats and at the same time, the stage is being extended!! hopefully they will make fully use of the extended part. hee. - heard they are filming a 7-min short movie for the opening of the s'pore concert. they had pumped in abt S$250k for this action-war-pact movie (script written by ah xin) and a few of them got some minor injuries. poor thing. - hopefully that day will be high and fun!!
3) last paper - the moment which marks the end of my 2nd school year. lol.
4) GSS - after exam can go shopping!! must get all the necessities before rising of GST in july!! muahahahaha.
5)movies - pirates 3, shrek 3, spider lilies (hopefully can watch, already missed out eternal summer)
den after all this can relax abit before searching for holiday job. hmmm. should i stay on to help out the usual stuff or should i earn experiences from other places?
lalalala.. think i am getting mad from all these exams. i poked myself with pencil lead and it's standing!! hahahaha..
PS: her mind is not functioning properly at the moment....
this two days haven't been sleeping well. i kept rolling left and right on the bed, couldn't get to sleep until 3+am. and i woke up early on the next morning. the thing is, this started on the night before my fri's paper. wonder whether is it because on the previous night i studied till 3+am again. but cannot be ler, for the other paper i had, i did the same thing yet i still can sleep well. and today, there's no paper for me to take. zzz. hopefully tonight will be better, but i intend to study till late again. now so sleepy, eyelids are heavy, and i'm not used to napping. how?? later how to study till late late. alamak. and i feels quite hot now, sick?? =(
yesterday paper was a disaster.. so difficult to me. what i focused didnt come out as the long question. i didn't focus de come out in long question section. wth. moreover, didnt get enough sleep previously. hopefully other people also feel the same as me. if not i sure die de. cry~
for the first time, i actually studied till around 3am. *applause* normally my brain wont work till that late. (will shut down after 1+am) maybe is becos i was studying a quantitative unit, which need to practise a lot. that's why my brain was so willingly to work ot. haha. stress-ed!!
tmr is my second paper. the only paper which can and need to score. my only hope~! but i have not much confident cos i am still not used to use a simple calculator to calculate tedious workings. hopefully got enough time for me to work on.
scary!!
last night i had a dream. i received my result(for tmr's paper), and i failed it badly!!
omg. Omg. OMg. OMG!!
*calming down in process*
*praying hard and hoping everything is smooth for tmr*
regarding to the previous post hor.. actually i dun wan to think so much de.. but cant control ler.. and there was i aiming to get a 2nd-upper grade.. spending so much time on it.. but the chances are very low for that module.. and from here.. i think n think.. like study so much also no use.. den continue think until i might not even will pass.. lol.. mind too active at the wrong timing..
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anyway.. wanted to intro quite a nice show in chnl 8, 9pm, weekdays.. so realistic and funny show.. always got a few sentences by the side talking about men and women, the way they think, act, etc.. here's a few of them (rem roughly): -伤人，最后伤的是自己 -女人的记忆超好， 总会在吵架时翻旧账 -男人最爱面子，要他们开口问路是件难事 etc..
as soon as the paper is over, i did not bother to think about it. at least, i dun have the same immediate feeling after the paper, like that time when i got the failing-feeling for the one i failed last year. but, later i ran into my fren who is retaking it. she said alot of things, with the conclusion that she might fail. then, i started to think n think n think. cos wat she said is quite similar to my situation. i think........ until i think i might fail also. cos 1stly, it is quite similar to the mock paper. 2ndly, i did a mistake by doing the 4th qn last (choose 4 out of 8 essay qns), which i had already arrange to do it at the 3rd qn right at the start. but i dunno how come i ended up doing it as the last qn, when there's not much time left. and i know how to do that essay. ahhh.. think some more.. 3rdly, i never finished writing all the 4 essays.
so scary!! tmr 1st paper le!! *gia gia* (scare in hokkein)
pray hard i wont get too nervous and forget everything.. pray hard i 'cut' my time properly.. pray hard i get no mental block.. pray hard i dun get any brain freeze.. exam venue is super cold!! pray hard i dun fail again..
ahhhhhhhhh....
29 days to end the whole thing!! 14 days to have a little break in between..
*cross fingers*
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sidetrack abit: had listened to SHE 4 songs from their newest album.. found out that every song has the elements of rapping.. rap still in? haha..
pls note: this is a grumbling and depressing post.
DIE!! i confirmed that i had grown fat!!! omg omg omg besides, my pimples on my face are not getting better!! oh no oh no must be because i keep sitting down to study, snacking (not alot ler, most of times only eat a few biscuits), abnormal meal times, abnormal sleeping time. oh dear oh dear becoming heaty and fatty and weaker sian sian sian =~(
anyway, suddenly i felt very motivated to study. (motivated by my idol who is very talented. keep looking at the poster to remind myself.) but too bad time is not enough. wanted to aim for 1st-class grade for each module. (usually they say must aim for a higher grade to get the actual grade that you want.) but i am leaking oil. cos 1stly, that aim is really too high for a person who failed in the mock exams. 2ndly, i feel so tired. especially when reminding myself to work hard. never ever did i tried to study sooooooo hard (as in i never studied in this way before) 3rdly, i am so scared i will get lousy results for what i had done. got phobia of failing stuff and retaking again. so shi bai. keep retaking stuffs. so useless. so stupid.
*depressed* (always will act up around this time and the time when getting results) haiz. this is part of my life cycle.
Jolyn_Jielin
*came to earth on 02aug
*not a typical leo
*obessed with stars and star-related stuffs
*likes 'mouth-less' kitty
*current status : still as busy
Desires
eArn lots $$
sLim doWn
dream car
find my prince
learn music instruments
learn languages
travel around the world
