oh god! the weather is so terrible lately!! it can be overly hot and terribly cold in a day here! =.=
do you know people will get sick easily because of this? so in this case, are you able to stop the temperature to fluctuate in a day? also, please assign temperature accordingly in various areas of the world.
i know it is very hard to assign the temperature appropriately, especially when there are people doing harm to the earth. but there are definitely a few handfuls of people helping the earth. so is it possible to at least bring the nice weather to them?
so fast got assignments to be done le!! sob sob.. so far for this week, i had attended 2 modules' lessons and this 2 modules require us to hand in assignments in 2 weeks' time. only 1 chapter was finished for each module and here comes assignment.. there isnt any tutorial for that chapter for the 2 modules too!! OMG!! completely got no idea how to do the essay-based assignments..
enough of school stuff.. talking about it will make mi feel super down.. let's talk about blogs! lol..
i had bookmarked a few artistes' blogs.. some blog quite frequent, some dont.. haha.. it's quite fun to read their blogs cos there's always lots of pictures besides words.. haha.. here are my most frquent visits to.. cruz teng (YES 933's DJ) - update almost daily; funny, humorous and informative at times.. he got links to many blogs too eg daniel wu.. dasmond koh - update quite frequent too; somtimes there's meaningful posts about life.. mayday*ashin - update about twice a week currently; nice scenery pics from various countries; cheeky/humorous, poetic and philosophizing posts - learn abit from this blog sometimes, also quite a place to learn 'chim' chinese phrases.. lol.. jolin - update mayb once a week? photos of her and her cuddly dog; cos she's someone with few words so her posts are not very wordly.. haha..
-------------------------------------------------------------- having a bad day? feeling down? watch this.. so funny + cute.. will make ur day better.. muahahaha
jolin's 12mins movie preview~ it's a 90mins movie which consists of 3 stories.. all revolving around this agent J.. i think it's not bad.. as a 1st timer in acting (previously she participated in a tw drama with xiaozhu, but i dont think she was acting then..lol) looking forward to it..
everyone around me seems to be very busy, busy with work/school/problems. so busy to the extend that i dont know who to ask to hang out with me. why am i so free? haha. actualy i am not. there's a lot school stuff to do but with no due date, cos they are some school tutorials/readings and some part of me wanted to be a hardworking girl.
so stress. wanted to get/do something to vent on. why am i so capable of adding stress to myself. why am i so capable in such an inappropriate area?
i always like to act as if there's nothing. alamak. dun wan to add worries to others (maybe there arent any for me to add to, seriously are there? i am just a small miserable fry. lol). then here comes me, forcing a false front, so tiring. zzz. n i always like to avoid it. slap myself! wake up pls!!
yesterday about 715pm, i was sitting in front of my laptop watching video when suddenly i felt the chair that i was sitting on was shaking. at first i thought i am being giddy again, so didnt bother to think more. but then, i noticed the lamp standing besides the table was shaking. it was swaying as if there's someone who just bumped into the lamp. i felt strange, walked up to my window to see if any special things happened outside. i only got a flash of thought that it might be tremors (there were 2 times) from an earthquake, so i didnt go check out what happened. then, that night when my dad came home, he told us about this serious earthquake happened in indonesia. at that instant, i felt like i was being 'enlightened' by someone. haha. so those were the tremors that i felt!
there's another happened in the morning. but i was unable to feel any tremors.. mayb because i was in the train? lol..
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this is my 200th post le.. so fast!
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had attended the first lessons of all my modules. one word: disaster!! first lesson yet can't understand and catch up with the lecturer. i can foresee that this will be a super tough year! i think i am going to be defeated by the modules even before getting myself ready for them. die.. cannot have this mentality. but how to stop myself from think it??
i need to get 3 modules with 2nd upper results in order to fulfill the requirements for 2nd upper class honours. sucks. with these 4 tough (maybe 3 afterall) modules how can i get to fulfill them?? sigh........................................................... stress!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
though my results were out quite long, i'm still very disappointed with them, with myself. especially when u have friends who did quite well (to my standards, but to them is not that well) in their exams. also, when i was supposed to score well in one of the modules!! zzz...
i really don't understand how come i'm unable to get the results which my friends can. how come i can't get the digits that i USED TO GET in the past? the digits are vanishing as i grow older. WHY? is it because my level of understanding drops? my absorption rate is slowing down? my ability to memorise and write relevantly is getting worse? i gave myself a target too high to achieve? or am i not working hard enough? so disappointing. total failure. haiz.............................................. stressed.......................................... depressed...........................................
sad.. just confirmed with my friend about how to calculate our classs of degree. so far, 2 words to describe: pathetic case.. so sad..
this line+tune keeps playing in my mind. <整个世界太冷漠 我没有力气再往前走>
saw a funny ironic scene at the school bus stop while waiting for the long-waited bus. haha.
there's a banner saying "smoke free campus" (or relevant) hanging above the sheltered walkway that links to the school building from the bus stop. and the funny and ironic part is that, there are a few small groups and even people standing alone, smoking beneath the banner! really contrasting lor. within the school building they cant smoke, they come out to the walkway and smoke right under the banner. lol.
anyway, my first day of school is...... boring...... the lecturer isnt that great nor that bad.. the lecture we had wasnt very informative today.. cos my lecturer used up about one third of the lecture time to introduce himself and the module.. and ended up i'm still not crystal clear of what the module is about.. lol.. and most of the time i(my mind) was wandering in and out of the lecturer room.. haha.. cant focus very well.. need to train up le.. slacked too much liao..
first of all, just wanted to say that i had a waking-early-and-sleeping-late-week.
on mon, started the usual 5-days job and went for a short shopping trip after work nearby. when reached home, went online to check for my exam results. but, it was delayed. actually i was sort of expected that it was delayed, so i wasn't feeling tense before loging into my school site.. then, read some notices from the school site, thinking this and that, ended up bathing late and slept late.
on tues, had ot and reached home ard 10pm, went online to check on my results immediately. saw my results.. no excitement/happiness but disappointment. the module which i expected to be the highest got the not-so-high-but-highest-score (so can imagine the rest of the results werent good), plus the unit that i'm supposed to do well didnt turn out to be what it's supposed to be and the rest of the results are within the same poor range.. how to get a second lower degree(let alone second upper)? haiz... then, at the same time, i was thinking whether to choose another module to replace the one i had chosen previously. chatted with my frens and ask for their opinions and when everything came to an end, it's quite late to bath and sleep.
on wed, wasn't focusing on my work cos my brain was full with the dilemma of choosing modules.. was so scare about making a wrong decision. but after lunch, decided not to think of it but to let fate and time to help me with the decision. after working, went to zhongyuan dinner. as usual, need to wait till everyone is gone then the whole family can go back, cos need to help out with the packing up.. reached home ard 12+am, went online to see whether our school's ecr system was ready for us to choose timetable.. but no, had to need to wait for thurs or fri to do it. so, ended up sleeping at 2+am that night.
thurs, ot till super late, reached home and immediately went online to check on the school. the system is delayed till fri.. as usual.. zzz.. though is kinda expected but still feel sian.. anyway, at that point of time, i've decided to choose to study the other module. i hope i'm making the right choice. this is the only year left to strive for.. hopefully i'll be able to get the degree i want.
fri, waited for my fren's sms while at work. wanted her to help me to do the timetable choosing in the morning. i was unable to get the slot i wanted and immediately, my heart sank down.. no much mood to work.. but luckily, i was able to get it when we went to borrow a computer to do it during lunch. then, went to bugis after work. was very tired and thus no much mood to buy the things i wanted to get. sob sob..
school is starting on mon!! and the new timetable i had, even though is a 3-day week, is quite tiring. cos all 3 days started with 830am lessons!! sleep, to a pig, is important u know??? and i'm used to not sleeping early and having afternoon naps.. zzz.... those goes my minimum 7-hr sleep for each of the 3 days. T_T
though my school starts officially on the 10th of september, i'm taking it as my holiday is ending tmr. why is it so? because i'll be working for the next whole week. thus, there's no more free weekdays left to enjoy. lol. (though i only got a 3-day week when school starts. hee.)
anyway, i'm so nervous! results are out real soon!! omg. panicking and looking forward to it at the same time. gosh! need to calm down. hope that i wont have heart attack when i looked at my results.
finally cleared my notes away [but now my desk is getting messy =( ]. anyway, was packing my cupboard and i saw this big doll. long time never took it out.
it's a porcelain collection doll, a gift by my uncle (if i never remembered wrongly) when i was a kid. haha. anyway. there's a few cracks on the face and some glued patches on the crack lines. think i had accidentally dropped it or someone else did that to it. haha. such a pity! think will be able to sell it if there isnt any cracks.
Jolyn_Jielin
*came to earth on 02aug
*not a typical leo
*obessed with stars and star-related stuffs
*likes 'mouth-less' kitty
*current status : still as busy
Desires
eArn lots $$
sLim doWn
dream car
find my prince
learn music instruments
learn languages
travel around the world
it's a porcelain collection doll, a gift by my uncle (if i never remembered wrongly) when i was a kid. haha. anyway. there's a few cracks on the face and some glued patches on the crack lines. think i had accidentally dropped it or someone else did that to it. haha. such a pity! think will be able to sell it if there isnt any cracks.