because of YOU, i couldn't go shopping for the last sales season this year. because of YOU, i couldn't go to the different gatherings for the same purpose (new year). because of YOU, i couldn't go out at anytime as i wanted to. because of YOU, i couldn't go to the concert that i wanted to. because of YOU, i am always having over-usage of brain cells at the end of the day. because of YOU, i couldn't get to have ample beauty sleep. because of YOU, i have gotten much darker eye circles. because of YOU, i have outbreak due to the stress and no beauty sleep. because of YOU, i am not looking forward to the new year for the first time in my life. because of YOU, i am not able to revise on my other modules. because of YOU, i have only played and slacked for the first 6 days out of my 14days break. because of YOU, i have no choice but to glue on to you for remaining days of the miserable break.
ARGHH.. so mad of myself.. why cant i do them faster? why my brain spins so slow to generate out the answer? why can't i get over the barrier of "anyhow do if dunno how to do; just write something on" when doing them? why am i being so determined to squeeze out the most-probably-wrong answer before proceeding? STUPID!!
went out quite almost everyday ever since my school break started.. die ah.. enjoy enjoy enjoy.. later cant finish all the holiday tutorials and assignments how?? especially the homework from the "wonderful" lecturer.. zzz
went out with family, window shopping and normal shopping sessions, attended a pathetic class gathering and ended up hanging around with own clique, watched the movie i wanted to, sprang a surprise on brithday girl.. can say it's quite happening for these few days.. haha..
talking about movies.. there are a few which i wanted to watch.. the must-watch movies are National Treasure 2 and I Am Legend.. cant rememeber the rest of them, the others- TheGolden Compass, Alvin and the Chipmunks- are quite optional for me.. cos i'm not that rich to watch every movies i wanted to.. haha.. anyway, i watched The Warlords yesterday (bro's treat!! hee.. thanks~~).. wanted to watch this because other than Andy Lau and Takeshi Kaneshiro, the critics are quite good too.. hee..it's a nice sad show with good plot.. the 3 main leads are pitiful guys, i guessed they didnt know that they were the pawns of the 3 senior lords.. haiz.. so pitiful.. anyway.. can really sense how powerful is the so-called brotherhood during the time then..
from movies, shall move on to talk about oncoming concerts! hahaha.. wanted to go Fish Leong's concert, the sole reason of going down is mayday ashin~~ hoho.. he's making guest appearance in her concert! hopefully i'm able to get the cheap tix to see him.. hee.. another concert which i wanted to go is Jay's.. but no more tix liao.. sob sob.. i missed his very last concert due to money constraint.. this time round, there isnt much money constraint but there's problem with supply.. demand>supply.. sad sia.. remember the mayday charity concert in tw i mentioned in previous post? from ashin's blog: 台灣的大家今天苦了一天吧？真恐怖 票瞬間賣完。沒有買的票的人兒別傷心噢。因為我的高中同學也進不來。大家的意見 我想公司會想想辦法的畢竟 是新年噢。何況我們是地球上演唱會最多的樂隊之一喔。一定還有得玩的^___^ wah.. so fast no tix again.. zzz.. recently i kept 'bumping into' cases where tickets are sold out fast! so sian..
enough of happy stuff, now it's time to grumble! so many holiday hw, so limited time (1 week break in total) to do after deducting time for running out of house.. i got 1 msm essay assignment; 1 ma essay assignment, 28 ma revision questions and approx 20 questions left for ma tutorial 8 to be completed (approx 40 mins for each ma question in exam).. above stated are assigned, meaning the lecturer (refering to the "wonderful" lecturer) will do checking on them.. so stress up! besides the assigned questions, i wanted to docf tutorials which i have never touched after doing the first tutorial.. super lag.. have difficulties in catching up with the lecture.. also, i wanted to do the assignment and hand in during next lesson.. haiz.. how come it seems so difficult to be accomplished? then, there's hrm test after the new year! from topic 1 to 8.. heard in the past, the lecturer didnt give any test at all, how come it's so different this year? why doesn't he stick to the tradition he made? sigh..
this is a Fan made PV for John-Hoon - 5 Stella Lights in Stellar Ball, a mini concert held in japan. i want to get this dvd.. but i think it is not being sold here.. so sad.. online purchase is quite exp.. den not experienced with online purchase.. feel so unsecured.. *pouts*
he sang japanese songs (mainly his own).. plus korean and english songs too.. my dear prince~ love his singing.. =)
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i wan to go tw!! mainly to see mayday!! cos they are having a charity concert on 010108 from 1am till 6am.. so shiok.. expected to be extremely high.. too bad cant go.. sob.. due to money constraint+stupid school workload from a super 'bian tai' lecturer.. zzz..
have not been blogging for sometime le.. hmmm.. nothing much exciting happened.. normal life as usual.. like nothing much to post.. hmmmmmm.. ok then.. a random post shall be..
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anyway.. these few days, or rather weeks, have been raining.. non-stop sometimes.. what a nice weather to stay at home lazing around.. but have to go for lessons and work.. zzz.. it is quite rare to see a very sunny day in this rainy season.. so u guys must take care! dun fall sick wor~
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had the very last (i hope my 'boss' did receive my sms sent to her yesterday.. cos there's no reply from her) enjoyable working session with fun friends.. though i am always be the baddie who keep urging them to do as much as they can.. if not we wont be able to meet the deadline.. sorry to spoil the atmosphere of fun and laughters..
suddenly feel so free but lost.. the work is outta my life suddenly (they found another 2 temps to take over another task.. good good).. still cant get used to it.. furthermore, i do not have a specific plan over the free time.. really should draw out a plan for wise usage of time..
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suddenly, a long list of 'wants' appears.. out of nowhere.. want to get the top i spotted (but think no more le. =( ). want to make a personal organiser. want to make xmas cards. want to bake cookies. want to make choc-cornflakes. want to buy DS myself. want to start doing all tutorials. want to have alot fun during the 1-week break. .... ... .. . but i am so NOT motivated to do it.. Grrrrrrrrrrrr.. *bite* all i know is think of the 'wants' but the actions are seems to be so unattainable.. zzz... cos 1stly, i need money (esp for DS.. the rest is still affordable.. lol).. and then no more job liao.. 2ndly, after the break, i will need to hand in assignments and sit for test.. how can enjoy everyday during the break?? haiz..
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wanted to post the photos taken at T3.. went there with parents last month.. till now still have not been posted up.. lol.. the photos are in my bro's comp.. so lazy to transfer over to mine..
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recently kept bumping into hello kitty(!!) products.. for instance, yesterday saw a golden bag with its printing filled with marshmallows and today saw a lot of hello kitty tins/boxes of cookies... Ahhhh.. so tempted to buy!! especially the latter.. so many of them at watsons.. ahhhhhh.. the designs are so cute too.. omg!!!! is this a hint for mi to buy?? ahhhhh...
Jolyn_Jielin
*came to earth on 02aug
*not a typical leo
*obessed with stars and star-related stuffs
*likes 'mouth-less' kitty
*current status : still as busy
Desires
eArn lots $$
sLim doWn
dream car
find my prince
learn music instruments
learn languages
travel around the world
凌晨一點到早上六點，五月天第一次通宵演唱會。