Wednesday, February 27, 2008
haiz.. jus had my first prelim paper
so disastrous!
although is kinda serve-me-right for choosing topics to study (cos not enough time), i think even if i studied all, i'm still unable to do it well!
so sucky..
damn depressed now..
how to do well in the actual exam?
how to get the honours i wanted to?
haiz..
this girl is getting depressed again.. thinking too much again..so mad at myself too.. choose topic to study also dunno how to choose appropriately.. those studied didnt come out much (or i din realise? =0 ) and were not 100% prepared.. those i didnt study, came out in most of the qns.. i got debated with myself whether to study 2 of those i didnt, but i gave up cos there's alot formulas to memorise for one and there's a need for time to understand for the other.. zzz.. so ended up, i can only do 1 and 1/2 qns out of 4... and they were not a confident try... disaster!!
好烦啊! 这女人怎么这样啊! 想怎么多干嘛啦!
argh.. i feel like tearing away my face.. huge outbreak at this period.. so ugly lo.. put alot foundation when went out for exam just now.. arghhh.. dont want go out le la.. might as well hibernate! =~(zzz... at this time still care about ur face.. zzz.. correct prioritisation needed!
see this pic? right now, i feel like i AM the boat in the midst of the BIG sea.. so helpless.. so aimless.. the gentle and sometimes rough currents will do the job in bringing me to an unknown destination.. haiz.. can someone wake up the owner of the boat so that he/she can direct me to the right destination?
btw, this photo was taken by this gal from a cable car in HK.. ..
angel-me: go blash ur music ba.. and scream with the singer!!
Labels: exams + results, thoughts + feelings
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