Monday, January 25, 2010
我。好。累。啊!!have not been slping well since the beginning of mth.. i need quality slp!
always wake up easily in the middle of night.. besides this, i keep having nightmares.. ghostly scenes, murder scenes, death scenes etc.. so scary.. still rem some of the daunting scenes.. so real that as if i'm like the lead role in the horror movies.. sometimes, i really dun feel like going to bed despite being sooo tired.. cos i dun wanna to dream of such dreams!!
help!! dunno how long can i tahan.. damn tired...
dunno is it becos lack of slp, i keep having
headaches this mth.. got various kinds.. like whole head feels so heavy.. then got times with only throbbing pain around right eyes/eyebrows area.. sometimes at the back of head.. a few times, neck and shoulder aching are accompanied..
sometimes i wondered, could it be that there's a change in my eye degree? hmmm.. gotta do a check soon.. this mth very broke.. 1 more day to payday!!
ya of cos, i think this is also due to the stress @ work? now it's the peak period for me..
TAX! so many datelines.. and last min urgent things to handle.. zzz..
did a super-not-smooth apt handover last fri.. how come our co will hire an expat with such attitude.. irritating.. pissed off.. grrr.....
oh ya.. not to forget.. my Jap!!
*stress* test on this sat!!
*stress* oral~!
*stress*
omg.. sensei sounded as if the test is so easy to score (eh, it is la.. only if i m not so untalented and stupid.. and if i have TIME to study)..
i scared ORAL test.. gosh gosh..
watashi wa nihongo ga nigate desu (i'm poor at Japanese)...
haizzz...
cny is nearing..
haven cleared my desk/room, let alone doing other spring cleaning like wiping windows.. ahhhhhhhhh
going to go crazy soon..
but before this, u'll get to see a panda or zombie walking besides u..
Labels: every little things
10:22 pm
Sunday, January 17, 2010
我们的dini嫁出去了。。 呜呜呜。。好感动喔。。。
okie, enough of the drama.. congrats to our dearest dini & darren! have a blissful marriage.. 要幸福喔!!
to darren: must take care of our dini wor.. must rem the 10 commandments.. muahahaha..
all in all, yesterday was a great wonderful day, tho tiring for all i believed.. a great experience i have too.. mixed feelings too - happy, touched, tired, blessed etc etc.. haha..
there are many 1st times too.. hehe.. like.. my 1st time as jie mei, dunno wat's the SOP thus got abit lost at times; my 1st time attending wedding dinner of my close fren, so unforgettable to be on stage to shout yum-seng together with others.. hahaha; my 1st time counting so much cash!!! but most of these ended up with the banquet.. haiz.. hahaha; my 1st time walking so much in the highest pair of heels i have.. ended up with blister on my sole and it bursted.. zzz... cannot walk properly w/o plaster.. haha.. (k, i try shld not buy heels any higher than this..) oh ya, n my 1st time wearing that kind of dress in the morning.. feel so weird in that dress.. hahaha..
the ceremony and the processes are really tiring and hectic from what i have seen.. like wat wl says, feel like getting married when seeing dini being so blissful, but when come to the preparations etc, it kinda turned off me.. haha.. well well, it's too early to say now.. haha.. anyway, i think this is worthwhile as it is only once in the lifetime.. and there are so many blessings received! hahaha..
Labels: thoughts + feelings
5:25 pm
