Saturday, April 08, 2006
my BIG day sucks~
at the start, wasn't quite feeling well.. mayb due to lack of sleep n tiredness.. my head felt heavy... haiz.. den somemore when i woke up.. the weather's not on my side too.. got the feeling tat everything will not go smoothly... was prepared to fail.. haa...
den when the time came, i began to panick n feel nervous.. damn it.. even though the weather is getting better.. when i started to do the 1st item required, i made a mistake.. there's a saying (can't remember which).. a good start will have good ending? something like tat.. so as soon as i'd done tat mistake.. i knew it's gone.. den throughout the whole thing.. the tester was so impatient.. all these made mi to get more panicked(deadly) n continue to make more mistakes tat i wont make most of the time during practices... haiz.. stupid mi.. can't control the nervousness n panicky inside mi..
i did more errors inside than on outside... which i'd anticipated.. but still.. i felt so depress n sad.. though the others kept saying that this mus depend on luck too.. i'm felt so sorry to my dad.. he mus be feeling disappointed n pity at the same time.. i guessed..
so wat's exactly the BIG day about?? (guessed by now everyone knew)
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i failed my driving test.. boohoohoo... ='(
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initially, i dun intend to tell ppl that i had tat test today.. cos is not a 100% pass thing.. n there's nothing to say abt... but still my frens knew tis thru chats... haiz.. now i feel so sian... nid to wait for 2nd attempt.. cant get driving license be4 my exams... =(
now my head still got hammer knocking on.. pls stop~!
Labels: thoughts + feelings
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