recently, i have been feeling so lethargic. so lazy. totally no mood to do the things that i am supposed to do. dont feel quite well too in terms of mentally and physically. don't feel like.... working. doing tutorials and assignment. being one of the sardines in trains. attending lessons. shopping. tidying my messy table. arranging my different stacks of super thick notes. finding a place for my new study pack to live in. (it's seated at the bottom of my desk currently.) etc.
basically, i just dont feel like stepping out of my house or have any big movements. i just want to sit at one corner and stare into the blank. not wanting to think this and that. cos i can feel that my brain is going to burst soon from the stupid arguments between the optimistic me and pesstimistic me (or angel and devil sides of me?) i just want to do nothing.
but i cant sit there and do nothing. cos there isnt any 'nothing' for me to do. =(
a cute fortune telling test. haha. after the test, can scroll down to click on 'how to check the result'. there are 3 classification of results which will tell more about the animal that represented u.. hee..
here's mine..
You are Purple Koala, who gives an impression of leading a steady life and a gentle person.
But your attitude is active and can do things that surprise those around you.
You have totally different personality inside and outside.
When the hidden characteristic suddenly comes out, you shock people.
But truly, you are natural and honest person.
You are not pretentious, so people feel safe to have relationship with you.
Nevertheless, you want to make things clear.
You would say whatever you feel necessary to comment on.
To those around you, you are an important person, who would advice them on something others would not.
You are rather cautious, and will not easily show your true feelings to others.
When your pride is badly damaged, you will get angry.
You take good care of the others, and if something happens to your friend, you will worry about it just as it happened to you.
You are big-hearted person.
You can be very calculative, but will stop trying very easily.
In every day life, you are well planned, and are sensitive to interests and bargaining.
Your health tends to be uneven, but you are talkative and energetic.
You are very active and move around constantly.
Although you have foresight, you tend to get caught by things that are under your nose, so you should be careful not to extend your activities too much.
But once married, you will eventually settle down.
wow..
wat can i say.. most of the points are quite true.. i feel.. except for a few points..
like the talkative part.. this is 100% wrong.. lol.. also.. i dont think i am that important to anyone.. haha..
You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal. A good listener, you excel at helping others in practical ways. In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music. You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for.
In love, you express your emotions through actions. Taking care of someone is how you love them. And you do it well!
At work, you do well in a structured environment. You complete tasks well and on time. You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist.
How you see yourself: Competent, dependable, and detail oriented
When other people don't get you, they see you as: Boring, dominant, and stuck in a rut
hmmm.. quite true ba.. haha.. the part about boring.. and also the job suggestion.. i did consider before of being an interior designer or psychologist (at the stage where we had to choose either jc or poly).. they are my ideal job.. but due to my sucky results.. 两地不着岸.. haiz.. maybe.. if next time i have the time and money.. and the energy.. i will switch my track ba.. hee..
the untrue part.. which i am very certain of.. competent and dependable.. dominant.. hmmm..
so sian!! that day, while having a few sneezes, was thinking, 'wah so good, i like long time never got flu le'. and then, today i got the flu bug. zzz... shouldnt have think about that!!
this week, i will be home alone most of the times (or rather the house is alone most of the times), cos my parents are out for tour. (again!! dunno how many times in this year liao.. so good.. i oso wan to go for tour!!) anyway, why i say the house will be alone instead because, this week (+ next 2 weeks) i will be required to work! though it's good cos i get to earn money, but the problem now is how come everytime if there's a period to be busy, i will be SUPER busy?! this week got to do housework+work+school+revision+a girl's monthly inconvenience, and i think i will be falling sick judging from how hot i am feeling now even though i'm sitting in front of the fan and sneezing away while typing this post! arghhhhhh...
time flies man.. or rather, the pace is faster than i can cope..
this has been the 5th week of my sch yr, and i had already handed in 2 assignments, with 1 upcoming which due next month.. zzz.. so fast!! last 2 yrs, assignments werent that early!! furthermore, there are tons of articles/readings to do this yr too.. sian sian sian..
last week work, so ended up no much time to revise.. this week there's no more work, trying to catch up with them, but it seems like the school stuff is piling up.. like never ending flow.. zzz.. really peifu those part time students who work full time..
take for eg, my MA(mgt acctg) tut.. only 1 qn wor.. i had difficulty in doing it.. zzz.. was given last wk, but becos of work i do not have time to do.. and oso becos of my failing memory and tired mind, i completely forgotten about its existence.. after my work was completed.. zzz.. today when the lecturer was going through the qn, i had alot qn marks floating around my head.. maybe it's partially becos i didnt have time to revise the previous lecture ba..
enough of grumblings.. here's something lightening~ lol
i just gotten a new sup card!! lol.. so happy~~ all thanks to my bro~~ muacks.. actually a sup card is nothing much la.. haha.. well, i'm just like a little girl who is given a lollipop.. hee..
i like this song very much.. the lyrics are good, together with the sad melody.. so sad...
蔡依林 - 一个人
after watching mv, feel pitiful for the character jolin played (agent J) in the mv.. she had her memory removed after each mission.. there's a part where she was looking at the burning photo.. she looked like she was trying very hard to recall who was that guy (who happened to be her ex-bf) or rather she had some recollections about him.. the guy who she killed..
Jolyn_Jielin
*came to earth on 02aug
*not a typical leo
*obessed with stars and star-related stuffs
*likes 'mouth-less' kitty
*current status : still as busy
Desires
eArn lots $$
sLim doWn
dream car
find my prince
learn music instruments
learn languages
travel around the world
You are Purple Koala, who gives an impression of leading a steady life and a gentle person.