Friday, November 27, 2009
the weather has been good these few days.. as in at least it was sunny over the past few mornings and early afternoon.. =)
the weekdays had been quite relaxing for me, tho there are some work to rush and some stress from my jap studies.. haha
our temp is leaving us soon.. her last day with us is next mon.. sob sob.. we gonna miss her very much.. she's a very nice gal, it will never occur to you that she is just only 19.. she is very responsible - will finish the assignment/project given to her without giving problems, smart - able to pick up wat was taught to her quickly, easy going, tactful, 懂事 (i think her gd upbringing as well as her role as elder sister played a great part).. like xiao mei mei to us (after she leaves, my status will be back to xiao mei le, since i m the youngest there.. haha).. i'm quite closed to her as she is one of my lunch kakhi.. haha.. then our thinkings and likings are quite similar too.. oh ya, she sits besides me too.. haha.. =)
awww.. feel so 不舍 now.. =(
remembered the few temps that were introduced by local HR (for the period before her and after me).. all quite jialat.. 1 even worked for 1st 1/2 of the day then MIA.. haiz.. even our boss said that she doesnt trust the candidates chosen by them.. haha.. (fyi, both our current temp n myself r both introduced in by colleagues in our dept) wondered the next temp will be as good as our temp now or better? hmmmm.. but the arrival of next temp wont be so soon.. so we gotta do all the work ourselves.. luckily i'm not so much affected cos there isn't much paperwork for me..
basically this week is sort of farewell time for her.. haha
we had farewell lunch for her on tues.. the usual lunch grp.. relaxing time with all the craps.. haha..
wed, suppposedly it was a lunch treat from our project supervisor who wanted to thank our temp (she reports to her as well) as well as my partner and myself for the hardwork during the appraisal time.. it somehow turned out to be a treat from the boss (same reason)..
i can sense the fakeness for the latter reason.. since when does she thank and treat subordinates from our level? (usually she only treats her direct subordinate ie my sup level) and if she really wanted to thank us for our hard work, y keep it a hush hush thing? 见不得人吗? only got to know that it was her treat on the morning the day before.. so spoilt my mood lo.. i can confirm that it wasn't my project sup who invited our boss de.. must be my sup who is very close to our boss who told her abt it.. cos my sup has mentioned to my proj sup before that if she is giving a farwell treat for our temp, she must let her know so that she can chip in too.. =.=
anyway, though the western food was pretty satisfying, i seriously dun like such lunch atmosphere.. imagine u lunching with someone who is so fake and superior to you.. haha.. putting 'stress' aside, you can only feel urself being fake too.. haiz..
side note, lucky this lunch got my sup and my project sup to 'block' away some of the awkward moments.. (but i am so suay to sit directly in front of her)
thur was bday celebration within our dept for the Nov babies.. after lunch that day, i had no mood to work at all.. cos i'm looking forward to the long weekend as well as the bday celebration.. haha.. ohh ya, my partner sneaked off to buy the card n present for our temp, so for the afternoon, we were busy passing the card around to write.. lol..
today morning, went to my project sup's son's 1st yr old bday party.. a short one as we do not want to stay long with the boss ard.. haha..
basically it's all about the kids' meetup session for my colleagues.. mostly married and just have kids.. cute toddlers to play with for me.. lol..
intially planned to go out after this, cos it's PH ler, but dear wl din reply my sms.. so went home instead.. cos no one's at home, i spent the whole afternoon to myself.. it has been time since i spent it in this way.. haha..
wat a 'me' afternoon..
listening to radio while reading a book, drinking the milk tea i bought before heading home.. singing along every now and then.. after that, did all my toe and finger nails, experimented on different color combinations, continued reading the book while waiting for the nail polish to dry and of cos, sang along with the songs played from radio.. hehe..
now waiting for parents to come back.. not sure whether dinner is to be settled outside or buy home.. hehe..
jialat.. had planned to revise jap and here i am relaxing the whole afternoon.. hurhur..
Labels: every little things, work
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Tuesday, November 03, 2009
sometime in Aug09, i attended Mayday "DNA" concert... enjoyed myself very much.. at the same time, the passage narrated by ashin in the video has left quite an impact on me..
here's the passage, i believed it's written by ashin (finally managed to find this!):
我们的人生，也要一模一样，考个像样的学校，找个像样的工作，住个像样的房子，过个像样的人生。
终于有一天，我忽然发现，这就是我的人生吗？这就是我的人生吗？日复一日，月复一月，年复一年。白衬衫，黑领带，我的人生。是不是 DNA注定了我们都要一模一样，一样平凡、一样普通，一样一事无成，一样困在生活的圆圈里，日复一日，月复一月，年复一年。
可不可以重头再来过？可不可以重新开始活着？可不可以重头开始追求我的梦想？我好想复制一个新的自己，重头再来。再也不是白衬衫黑领带的自己，我好想复制一个新的自己。如果不行，那就让我复制一个新的世界、一个新的世界，一个不在日复一日，像个绝望的人，一个新的世界，新的世界。
haiz.....
if i really want to clone myself, i'll need time and money.. and of cos courage...
haiz.....
日复一日，月复一月，年复一年..This.... is my life?
PS: i still din managed to upload the pics.. so lazy =pLabels: concerts + autographs, thoughts + feelings
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