Tuesday, April 14, 2009
recently i keep having nightmares.. zzz.. some are repeated.. zzz
yesterday's nightmare had a very big impact on me.. so much so that i almost teared when i recalled it.. i teared due sadness.. i really couldnt think what will happen to me if this really happens *touchwood*choi*
i can feel how i felt in the
dream nightmare.. it is so real.. so scary.. haiz.. luckily it's only a
dream nightmare.. really.. if it's real, i think i will have bigger reaction than that.. *shook head*dun think liao*
well, always heard ppl says dreams are the opposite of the reality.. it better be.. haha..
went to search for the explanation for
dream nightmare.. found this..
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The distinction of a nightmare is its frightening and/or emotional content. You tend to wake up in fear in the midst of a nightmare. Because of its frightening nature, you tend to remember your nightmares and the vivid details. They have a bigger impact upon your waking mind and its images stay with you throughout the day.
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One reason for nightmares may be a way of our unconscious to get our attention about a situation or problem that you have been avoiding. (hmmm.. do i have?) It is time to take notice and confront a problem or situation. Nightmares serve an important purpose in showing you what is troubling you from within you deeper levels. Discussing, analyzing, and understanding your nightmares can lead to a solution for some problem, internal conflict or personal difficulty.
you all must be wondering what i had dreamt.. well.. refer to the para in blue then (green words are my thoughts)
=Die=
To dream that you die in your dream, symbolizes inner changes, transformation, self-discovery and positive development that is happening within you or in your life. Although such a dreams may bring about feelings of fear and anxiety, it is no cause for alarm and is often considered a positive symbol. Dreams of experiencing your own death usually means that big changes are ahead for you. You are moving on to new beginnings and leaving the past behind. These changes does not necessarily imply a negative turn of events. Metaphorically, dying can be seen as an end or a termination to your old ways and habits. So, dying does not always mean a physical death, but an ending of something.On a negative note, to dream that you die may represent involvement in deeply painful relationships or unhealthy, destructive behaviors. You may feeling depressed or feel strangled by a situation or person in your waking life. Perhaps your mind is preoccupied with someone who is terminally ill or dying. Alternatively, you may be trying to get out of some obligation, responsibility or other situation.
To see someone dying in your dream, signifies that your feelings for that person are dead or that a significant change/loss is occurring in your relationship with that person. (maybe, could be.. hmmm..) Alternatively, you may want to repress that aspect of yourself that is represented by the dying person.
*source of the above info -
http://www.dreammoods.com/ *
yes, i dreamt someone who is dear to me dying, and the 'soul' caming back to visit us.. *hair standing now* but we still couldnt believe that the someone really left us.. we were still clinging onto little tiny hopes, waiting for miracles.. felt so real lor...
T_T
Labels: thoughts + feelings
11:45 pm
Sunday, April 05, 2009
now blogging using my new laptop..
i wan to complain!! dun like windows vista la.. (though the interface is cool and i like it.. haha)
i wanted to change my laptop cos the prev one is very old liao.. very slow.. who knows this new laptop is not as fast as i thought it is to be.. the whole window vista itself has take up alot space.. making the comp going quite slow.. zzz... besides slow.. it will hang on me at times.. zzz
anyway.. enough of complains.. apart from the performance.. other aspects are quite good..
this laptop is black (boo.. cant get my ideal
pink laptop.. cos it's costly and not as gd as this..) it's quite modern and there are some geometric patterns printed on it.. the screen is big enough for me to watch shows (at least bigger than the prev one.. hee).. the graphic card is not bad too.. keke.. there are many games included in it!! i'm so addicted to the games.. hehe..
oh ya.. i bought a HP Pavilion dv4 series laptop.. took the student plan.. thus it can be considered as a good deal as it has not-so-bad specs with not-so-exp pricing.. hehe..
Labels: every little things
1:33 am
Wednesday, April 01, 2009
zz.. i'm on mc today..
zzz.. broke my own record for getting sick within 1mth n 5 days.. omg..
1 by 1 the ppl in my office fell sick.. i really think that the air in the office is really bad.. they must do something to the ventilation!!
anyway.. today's
April's Fool day!! anyone got fooled? haha..
i think as we grew up, april's fool day is no longer a special day.. haha.. as a student.. especially at primary school times.. we will think of ways to 'disturb' ppl.. haha.. those were the days..
as usual, Mayday always never fail to come up with creative ideas on April's Fool day to fool their fans.. funny sia..
can check it out on their official website.. hehe.. remember to access to their main page and read the words wor.. hee
http://www.imayday.com/(this page is only available today!)these were their past records.. enjoy~ haha
yr 2008:
http://www.maydaymayday.net/forum/imayday_010408.swf -sweet potatos theme
yr 2007:
http://www.maydaymayday.net/forum/imayday_april_fool_2007_LuWeiTian.swf -keroro theme
yr 2006:
http://www.maydaymayday.net/forum/i5566.swf - F4 and 5566 theme
Labels: every little things, thoughts + feelings
8:37 pm
