time flies.. 1 more day to 5 mths working anniversary..
i didnt realise that i am closer to the day of confirmation until my sup asked me to write a report on what i have done for these mths.. i was still thinking how come she wants me to write? so i asked her.. then she says, 'cos ur confirmation day is coming le right?' OMG.. i am so blur.. lol..
how to write a report?? i am nv good at promoting myself.. haiz.. neither is my language good enough to convey the right message pleasantly to her.. sianz...
i really think that i am not suitable to climb corporate ladder.. i dont have the 企图心, i dont like politics, i dont like to entertain ppl, i dont like to see other's face color (direct translate from chinese), i dont like to receive instructions but at the same time i dont like to make decision (so dilemma).. hmm.. still got alot dislikes.. oh my.. what can i work as ah? be boss? the best is to be tai tai.. lol..
really need time to settle down and think... think think think.... my interest? my future.. bleak.................... hope not....................
did i ever mentioned that i love this song very much? waited for quite long for this mv~
the lyrics is excellent and meaningful, every sentence is different.. there is no repeated paragraph (y ashin composed so complicated lyrics? hehe).. do try to appreciate the meaning of the lyrics.. the lyric describes a person who looks back at his past, and also sees his future until he 'disappear' from this world.. while he thinks hard on his life.. i like the melody too, the guitar strumming part.. i want to learn!!! (btw, can take note of monster's guitar in the mv~hee) the mv is well done too! eg, how it links from one scene to another.. credits to the director.. the mv story is about a life of a man from child to old.. all happened in the same small small room.. so matching..
i realised i have not been blogging.. but anyway.. doesnt matter.. no one is reading.. lol..
happy cny~~
now as the clock struck 12am for the 9th day of new yr.. alot ppl praying, including my parents.. bai tian gong.. a tradition for the hokkiens.. smoky~~ and alot 'bing bing piang piang' sound downstairs.. cos they are burning the incense papers and sugar canes.. there's story behind this.. but dun ask me.. i dunno.. hahaha..
continue to be busy for the past week.. haha.. 5hrs per night slp as usual.. zzz.. (exception nite: chu xi and chu yi..)
here's my routine:
started my 1st jap lesson on 24th sat morn.. went last min shopping for my cny clothes.. thanx wl for acc me to hunt~ hee.. followed by 1st reunion dinner at my mum's bro's house (initially is hotpot.. but changed to bbq outside the flat.. lol)
did last min cleaning for my desk/room.. sweeping/mopping.. then 2nd reunion dinner (hotpot) at the usual place every year with the same group of relatives..
1st day of cny.. be a vegeterian for 1st half of day.. went bai bai, then bai nian in the afternoon.. nite time relatives with their kids came visiting my house..
2nd day.. went grandma house for lunch (3rd reunion? haha.. anyway it's hotpot.. i love this the most).. relatives & friends came to my house after lunch.. go house visitings in evening plus night..
3rd day.. took morn leave cos my team mate is taking on the same day.. my sup wanted at least 1 to stay behind.. so i took morn, my team mate took afternoon.. sianzzz.. but better than nothing.. haaha.. able to sleep late.. hehe.. after work, met frens for dinner..
4th day = flu day.. drowsy and heavy head was what i felt tat day.. met xy for a quick dinner.. bought mayday concert tix online at night.. spent alot time on the credit card payment segment.. cos i was super drowsy and scare i type in the wrong card number.. hahaha..
5th day = still-flu-but-not-tat-bad day.. cos previous night had not enough rest.. went home to do scrappy and revised jap cos got mini test.. slept at 1+am.. nid to wake up 6+am next day.. zzz.. (how can my flu fully recover w/o enough rest? *achoo....)
6th day.. morn jap lesson.. a dramatic scene happened.. someone whacked a guy from our class at our classrom door after we ended our lesson.. everyone including the teacher were very stunned.. it happened all too sudden.. dunno what exactly has happened.. the guy being punched on face is actually quite handsome.. poor thing.. face swollen and got cuts.. haiz.. afternoon, went to bai tai sui.. night.. went to watch a play aka <华丽上班族之生活与生存> by zhang ai jia, zheng yuan chang and wang yao qin @ Esplanade (wah.. the theatre is so beautiful and classy..hee).. this title reminds me of a Mayday song <<生存以上 生活以下>> the song my blog is currently playing.. lol.. anyway.. it was a nice show.. all roles were played well and there is no one being 'extra' in the show.. talked about this society... office politics.. talked about 人性百态.. how they can sort to achieve their motives.. diff roles diff characters, diff explanations/definitions/meanings being brought out.. the only part which i dont like is they had scared us out of wits at that very moment with the sound effects.. zzz.. show ended late, reached home late.. thus slept very late at ard 3+am..
7th day = ren ri woke up early to finish scrappy.. went dini's house with tired mind and body.. to celebrate her bday as well as to bai nian.. ate alot.. played alot.. gambled alot (not me.. haha.. i played small small only.. lose small small win small small.. must zhi zhu.. lol).. n of cos enjoyed alot too!!
hectic hectic hectic..
sianz... the next PH will be in apr! omg.. how to tahan till then?? zzz..
PS: i'm typing the 1st half as i'm drying my hair with hair dryer.. multi tasking with 1 hand typing, the other hand holder the dryer.. hahaha..
Jolyn_Jielin
*came to earth on 02aug
*not a typical leo
*obessed with stars and star-related stuffs
*likes 'mouth-less' kitty
*current status : still as busy
Desires
eArn lots $$
sLim doWn
dream car
find my prince
learn music instruments
learn languages
travel around the world
