Thursday, February 15, 2007
two more days to chinese new year!!
but, i'm still unable to feel it coming. strange. maybe the atmosphere is not as great as the past years. maybe because i am getting older, not as looking forward to cny as in the past, even though i still want to get alot red packets!! haha.
after cny, i need to get myself to start study le!! my prelims is coming next month and yet i am still slacking. or rather, i can't pull and push myself to study. mentally too tired? maybe.
i missed the days where i can get to wake up later than 8am. for the past weeks, i think i hadn't been able to sleep till 10+am for almost everyday. keep working and schooling. no time for my school stuff. even if there is about 2-3 hours, i am just too tired to push myself to study!! argh..
now i am back again to the state where my appetite grew smaller. usually i can finish a bowl of ee-mee in my school food court. but yesterday, i only managed to finish half a bowl. then i gotten tired of eating it. as for dinner, due to home-cooked food, i managed to force myself to finish it. today, went home to cook half a bowl of the instant cereal for lunch. don't know what else to eat. although i can feel the hunger, still i am sick of eating things. hopefully this doesn't last long.
i am sick of eating it every morning. not because it tastes bad, actually it is tasteless. it is just that i simply don't like the feeling of running a tablet down your throat. argh...
sigh. when will the time come? the time that i am hoping for.
Labels: thoughts + feelings
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