Tuesday, May 01, 2007
pls note:
this is a grumbling and depressing post.
DIE!!
i confirmed that i had grown fat!!!
omg omg omg
besides, my pimples on my face are not getting better!!
oh no oh no
must be because i keep sitting down to study, snacking (not alot ler, most of times only eat a few biscuits), abnormal meal times, abnormal sleeping time.
oh dear oh dear
becoming heaty and fatty and weaker
sian sian sian
=~(
anyway, suddenly i felt very motivated to study.
(motivated by my idol who is very talented. keep looking at the poster to remind myself.)
but too bad time is not enough.
wanted to aim for 1st-class grade for each module.
(usually they say must aim for a higher grade to get the actual grade that you want.)
but i am
leaking oil.
cos 1stly, that aim is really too high for a person who failed in the mock exams.
2ndly, i feel so tired. especially when reminding myself to work hard.
never ever did i tried to study sooooooo hard (as in i never studied in this way before)
3rdly, i am so scared i will get lousy results for what i had done.
got phobia of failing stuff and retaking again.
so shi bai. keep retaking stuffs. so useless.
so stupid.
*depressed*
(always will act up around this time and the time when getting results)
haiz.
this is part of my life cycle.
Labels: exams + results, thoughts + feelings
11:50 pm
