Tuesday, September 11, 2007
though my results were out quite long, i'm still very disappointed with them, with myself. especially when u have friends who did quite well (to my standards, but to them is not that well) in their exams. also, when i was supposed to score well in one of the modules!! zzz...
i really don't understand how come i'm unable to get the results which my friends can. how come i can't get the digits that i USED TO GET in the past? the digits are vanishing as i grow older. WHY? is it because my level of understanding drops? my absorption rate is slowing down? my ability to memorise and write relevantly is getting worse? i gave myself a target too high to achieve? or am i not working hard enough? so disappointing. total failure.
haiz..............................................
stressed..........................................
depressed...........................................
sad.. just confirmed with my friend about how to calculate our classs of degree. so far, 2 words to describe: pathetic case.. so sad..
this line+tune keeps playing in my mind. <整个世界太冷漠 我没有力气再往前走>
Labels: exams + results
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