Friday, October 26, 2007
recently, i have been feeling so lethargic. so lazy. totally no mood to do the things that i am supposed to do. dont feel quite well too in terms of mentally and physically.
don't feel like....
working.
doing tutorials and assignment.
being one of the sardines in trains.
attending lessons.
shopping.
tidying my messy table.
arranging my different stacks of super thick notes.
finding a place for my new study pack to live in. (it's seated at the bottom of my desk currently.)
etc.
basically, i just dont feel like stepping out of my house or have any big movements.
i just want to sit at one corner and stare into the blank.
not wanting to think this and that.
cos i can feel that my brain is going to burst soon from the stupid arguments between the optimistic me and pesstimistic me (or angel and devil sides of me?)
i just want to do nothing.
but i cant sit there and do nothing. cos there isnt any 'nothing' for me to do.
=(
stress.....
stress....stress...stress..stress. Labels: thoughts + feelings
2:12 pm
