Monday, February 25, 2008
it's once again the prelims period. it had started earlier this year, and thus i've no much time to prepare myself for the exams. most probably i'll be going to take the question papers n answer the questions briefly. hopefully i can write out enough pages for the school to send it over to UK for markings. anyway, this will be my last time having the prelims in sch. haha..
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this post is supposed to be a random post. i'd already concluded in the past that whenever i am being busy, there will be many thoughts and to-dos swimming into my minds.. zzz.. why like tat? some more currently i am a poor little girl. sob sob. why i am so broke ler? cos just paid for my school workshops fee and recently i have been studying outside which means there's a need to spend for food and drinks. and i have not returned my brother the money for the pedicure instalments incurred last month and my friend for the mayday concert tix. and also not forgetting, i am saving up for my holiday trip! shucks.
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i suddenly feel like cutting my hair (note: not trim, is cut!). i have the urge to get a
short hairstyle. haha. plus that time saw princess nana with her new hairstyle, the urge grew. but at the same time, i scare i couldnt get the short hairstyle that i want. cos my hair condition is not suitable for such length and i had ugly short hairstyle in the past. got phobia you know? lol.. and then again, if i want to get a nice suitable cut, it will mean that i need to visit a salon and get one of those hair stylists to give mi a nice cut. i need to be prepared for a bigger hole in my pocket wor.
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i wanted to watch sweedney todd! but no more chance le! the showtimes are limited and currently i am having my prelims. sianzz. there are other movies which i wanted to watch too, like L changed the world. initially wanted to watch CJ7, but either i cant make it or everyone else had watched it. zzz.
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my permanent contact lens have been with me for more than 2 years (or is it 3? lol). i wanted to make a new pair but i am always lazy. lol. another reason is i don't know where should i make it at. hmmmm. then yesterday i suddenly got the urge to go down to any optical shops to make my lens. zzz (at this time??). i need to get it done asap cos there will be interviews and networking sessions soon. got to be presentable if not no one wants to hire me. lol. then, i will need to find rich guys to marry.. wahahaha
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mum is nagging at me to find bf again! saying this year is a good opportunity for ox babies to find a partner. alamak. not i don't want to find ler, sometimes must see fate de ma.
缘分是可欲不可求,该来的时候它自然就会来. lol. anyway, i also feel quite puzzled why i don't have one, i'm not setting high standards ler. haha. maybe i am too quiet and not interactive enough? hmmmm. but these are my personalities ler, they are quite hard to change one you know? muahahaha...
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my 2 cousins are getting married in march and april respectively! oh no! time really flies, now it is cousins' time (age group: late 20s early 30s) to get married. and soon, it will be my brother's time! oh no! so scary. it seems like we are getting older at a faster rate once we hit a certain age. haha. and i already have a few nieces and nephews. no wonder my mum is nagging at me. lol. anyway, the point here is, what should i wear for the 2 upcoming dinners? lol. haiz, cant wear the one i bought recently for another cousin's wedding, got to spend money on dresses cos the 3 cousins are from my mum's side, which mean i'm unable to wear the same dress to these 2 dinners. unless i am able to get a dress which can mix and match to give 2 different style. lol.
(NB: last year attended 2 cousin's wedding, this year there are 2 dinners tentatively.. hmmm, who's next?)------------------------------------
aiya.. so sian.. dun feel like studying for the prelims.. feel so insecured for the exams.. temptations are all over.. zzz.. but another side of me wanted to study for the prelims, well at least can see how i fair with 'anyhow, not in-depth' studies.. haha.. got to go back digesting the notes le... haiz.. cya~
*a tough fight between
angel-me and
devil-me*
Labels: thoughts + feelings
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