Tuesday, April 01, 2008
today is 1st april.. Happy April's Fool Day~ haha..
so fast april liao!! oh my god. oh my goodness.. my countdown meters started working now.. ahhh..
saw the finalised exam timetable posted in the school portal.. there is no changes made, which means there is less than 2 months to my exams!! oh gosh.. so fast! and yet my progress of revising is so damn slow.. so angry with myself..
but then again, the start of april will means that Mayday concert is coming real soon! so contradicting.. wanted their concert to come as soon as possible, yet at the same time hoping for it to take place at a later time, cos this will mean that my exam will not be that soon! (self-deceiving)
countdown meters
1 - Mayday concert - 25 days
2 - Last lesson in school - 27 days
3 - First paper - 51 days
4 - Last paper - 64 days
5 - Hokkaido trip - 88 days
so stress!! meanwhile i need to secure a job before leaving for the trip.. if not, i will be jobless for a few months cos the job market is not as good as last year.. sob.. who will feed me if i got no job..
*no job -> no income -> no savings and no extras for spendings
*no job -> no income -> no holiday savings -> no money for travellings
*no job -> need to go find job -> need to spend on expenses at the same time
*no job -> will be super free, got nothing to do feeling and seeing friends with job, myself without one -> depressed
at the end, i'll not be as enthusiastic as before in searching for jobs, my bank accounting will be in depletion and i will feel useless at the same time.. sian ah!!
alamak.. i think so much again =.=
Labels: thoughts + feelings
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