Monday, April 21, 2008
i have been popping cold tablets as if they are daily supplements these few days. so sian. i got flu easily cos i got sensitive nose (and this is also an added cause for my dark circles =<), not because i have weak immune system in case you are wondering. everytime, a
yellow little pill at night will solve the sneezing problem for next day. but this time, it won't work. immediately i know that i am falling sick soon. and sure enough, i got a sore throat this morning and was feeling feverish. =.= please don't get worse. it is going to be a busy week for me with lessons on tue, thurs, sat and next monday, 2 wedding events (church + dinner) to attend and of course to watch my anticipated concert!
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22nd apr is
EARTH day. our mother earth's big day. i wish her healthy always and may there be lesser and lesser pollutions and damages. all 'doctors' out there are trying to cure her, though it is hard for her to have speedy recovery, i do really hope that she can at least not to deteriorate any further. we can do our part to help her. remember the 3Rs~ ^^
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i was digging out my certificates and transcripts just now. it was really depressing to see my results getting worsed year by year, level by level. if you plot them in graph, you will see a downward sloping line. sigh. from used to score straight A's in
primary school, to mixture of A's and B's in
secondary school, to barely an A or B in
JC, till
now, i will be contented if i passed though i would like to aim higher. sigh. my brain is getting smaller? it must be. my conclusion is that i am getting stupider as i grew older.
sigh. wanted to stop this trend. but everytime, it's easier said than done.
*cry* it's like everyone is progressing forward while i am still at the same spot, moving backwards sometimes. then the gap in between is widening at fast pace, i couldn't catch up nor would others slow down to help or wait for me. this is so-called reality. no one will stop just for you. everyone is doing for themselves. i will need to get used to it.
so right now, wake up and speed up to join them!!
stop getting distracted easily!!!!
be focused!!!
concentrate!!
work hard for my own sake!
Labels: thoughts + feelings
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