Friday, May 23, 2008
FYI: this gonna be a very whiny post...
yesterday's paper was terribly hard.. a disastrous one!! it was like whatever i studied didnt come out.. the format was also abit different.. as in, it used to have an independent topic for a question.. now, a question got a mixture of topics, and so i couldn't answer a full question totally.. depressed.. the popular topic was not out too (to think i had spent so much time on it!!) in the end, i chose 2 qualitative type of questions instead of 1, 2 quantitative questions to do instead of 3..
also, because i was sick yesterday, i couldn't focus well and memorised better.. haiz.. i got hard time tahan-ing in the cold cold exam hall, my nose kept 'running'... used up 2 packets of tissue within 3 hrs..
stupid la.. why not-so-serious-sickness worsen during the night before my exam? midnight during my sleep, my throat was so sore that i couldn't sleep, so woke up to drink water.. that was 3+am.. at 4+am, i woke up again.. this time the pain was so terrible that i went to drink the pi pa gao.. hoping to smooth the pain and let me sleep soundly.. but, i woke up again ard 5am, cos my running nose acted again.. ah!! i did popped a flu pill previously.. but it doesnt work!! and for the next few hrs, i'd been waking up to blow off the mucus.. (yucks..)
my quality sleep was gone! (meanwhile, i still can hear ppl cheering in the neighbourhood.. too engrossed in the soccer match liao)
woke up later than planned, caused wanted to makeup some sleep.. (sleep is very impt to me, especially exam period!) haiz..
tried very hard to memo all relevant info, but the info seemed very hard to get in.. and so during exam, when i was looking through the question, i got mental block immediately.. haizz.. and i specially went to revise my mock paper.. there was a similar part which came out in the actual!! but i had forgotten how to do.. wth.. i think i will fail this paper =(
my transcript is becoming uglier liao.. zzz.. and if i really failed this, i cant afford to fail another, cos if i do, i will only get a 'pass' for my degree..
the journey to and fro expo was so tiring.. i feel so soft, so nua.. i felt my back, my waist and my neck aching as i was standing throughout the journey.. total 3 hrs!! and i didnt include the walking time from the mrt station to the hall, and from my house to the mrt station.. so exhausted!! the walking journey back home from the mrt station seemed to be taking ages.. cos basically, i was 'crawling' home..
i went home, eat a tiny portion of dinner, really cant tahan anymore.. so went to see doc..
i hate to see doctor!! cos, private clinic is expensive.. secondly, i hate swallowing big big pills.. sob sob.. i can spend half an hour eating them de lor.. zzz...
anyway, when the doc asked mi what happened, i said, 'fever, flu, sore throat and cough'. he replied, 'ooo.. full house wor'.. so funny.. den he asked me where i was working? i said i'm still a student.. and then he asked me whether i got attend lesson.. i replied him that i went for exam.. he was kinda shock and said, 'wah, still go for exam' and asked me how was the paper.. haiz.. anyway, my fever at 8+pm then was 38.5
˚C, i wondered how high was it during my exam.. hmmm..
anyway, he wanted to give me 3-5 days MC, but i'm not schooling nor working.. so no use of having it.. haha
oh ya, not forgetting to complain... there are 6 types of medication.. (see! that's why i don't want to see doctor!) zzz.. this doc trip cost me a bomb!! $70 =.= the clinic assistant told me the antibiotics pills are the main reason for the high cost..
PS: popped pills not long ago.. hence get drowsy.. so if there's any mistake in the flow of language or typo error.. do forgive.. lol..
------------------------------------------------today's the start of GSS!! i want to shop!! princess dini jio to shop at toa payoh, dear min jio to shop at city area too!! ahhh!! but i can't go for both!!
T_T
yesterday after my exam, there's robinson sales at expo too.. but i was too sick to shop!!
=(
i want to shop.. i got alot of things to get!!
if i shop after the whole exam period.. i will get disappointment most of the time since my size is a common size and the colour and design i like are most likely to be sold out..
PPS: my fingers are too weak for typing.. keep missing out typing few letters.. zzz.. so took quite long to post this.. should go sleep rite? haiz..
Labels: exams + results, thoughts + feelings
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