Saturday, November 08, 2008
this is the 2nd sat in nov le.. so fast!!
i feel that time flies even faster when you are working.. especially the weekends.. basically the speed of time is like speed of normal train (weekdays) vs speed of bullet train (weekends).. lol..
soon,
x'mas will be here le!! will there be xmas party? xmas gathering? xmas gift exchanging session? hmmmm... what to buy for xmas presents? need to crack my head le..
yesterday, i had
corporate lunch with our head and some other colleagues in our dept.. the theme is farewell and welcome lunch.. the point here is.. i dont like such gathering.. even though is free lunch.. but i just feel so strange.. so out of the place.. so awkward.. nothing much to say too (personally).. u all should know i'm one without much words.. haha..
anyway, the welcome part is to welcome another colleague who is replacing someone else (who is leaving in dec) (the farewell is for my mentor who left yesterday and that colleague) i never take note of this issue until my another colleague mentioned it to me.. the issue i'm talking abt is our head has never gave me a welcome lunch at all.. i was like 'ya hor' when she told me about this.. maybe i dont give it a damn.. haha.. but now come to think of it.. i felt abit unbalanced.. hahaha.. but then again, maybe becos i joined this co initially as a temp, so no longer new joiner to them (or rather to our head)?
whatever~
grumble-time:
-why my friday is always a 'war' day in the office?? how come i cant enjoy my friday at work?? or i shld say.. how come i cant have a peaceful friday at work?? haiz.. WHY?!?!
-i hope the 'war' doesnt continue on mon (my teammate's still on leave, i got no more mentor to guide me, the whole team only got me and the new mgr on mon) wahhhhh... can die if the 'war' is still there..
-i really think that my english is super sucky.. n yet i'm in HR, dealing with expats.. cant imagine this at all!! i'm digging my own grave? *pat on my shoulder* haiz.. feel so helpless sometimes..
- my new mgr will be coming on mon (finally my team got mgr liao.. haha) hope he/she is a nice person cum supervisor.. someone who wont give us a hard time.. someone who will help n look after us.. not those who will throw us at one side n let us fend for ourselves.. i dun wan to tender so soon.. i want to gain experience de!
i'm still hoping and praying for a smooth wk ahead..
didnt get to play with tarot cards last wk, so feel super uneasy abt work.. tmr will try to spend some time playing.. at least to make myself feel secure or wat.. wahahhaa.. die.. is this an addiction? lol
Labels: every little things, thoughts + feelings, work
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